yep... This is what i autta do, but Not just yet.

It’s been a while since i made a big ass post.

I mean, I’ve been in such a bitter mood since the ABT fiasco Show ▼

Like, a REAL bitter mood. Like, i didn’t want anything to do with anyone, and i guess I’ve been even more irritable because i’ve ended up losing reputation and site views.  I was blaming the ABT, (Well, i still do, but that’s not the issue here.) and in turn, i kinda got mad at people i cared about. Of course, i’ve been stressed about other shit, but eh… This isn’t another ABT hate post, i swear.

It’s more or less an apology post.

So… like… I wanna extend an apology to my crew…

For missing their birthdays and not praising them enough for their hard work.

Martinman was the only crew member out of everyone who even got an actual post out of me.

Normally, to be honest, i hate it when people whore their birthday to me and straight up ask me to do something for’em. I found that highly annoying. I’m not gonna lie. In fact, it rubbed me the wrong way, but now that my eyes have been opened… I wanna apologize for being such a fucking bitch. =\

I missed everyone’s birthdays.

Ghost, I didn’t know January was your birthday, so i apologize for my incompetence and not getting you a birthday post. Then again, I shoulda asked. I remember you joining back in October of 2011. Your posts are always impressive, you got just as much humor as Chaps, and you deliver. That and you got a great idea going with the fanart stuff too, so keep up the good work.

Chaps, Your birthday was in April. I’d like to apologize for missing your birthday, and for not praising you enough either. Like, seriously. Out of everyone in the crew, you’ve practically put in more posts (top quality too!) than anyone else I know. I knew i made the right choice in taking you on board back in August 2010. Plus you make great posts, and your reviews are to the point, and quite funny too. I even read your yaoi posts for the hilarious and creative censors you make. Kudos to you, young chap.

Rainy, Your birthday was pretty recent. Like, last month in May. And I’m REALLY sorry i missed it. I’m kinda regretting missing your b-day the most. I mean, sure, you hardly post these days, but when you do, your posts are pretty awesome. Remember when you blogged Blood-C? The sarcasm in those posts was what made your posts shine through. I knew this when you sent me that email, asking to join back in March 2011. I also liked your ACEN posts too. I’d love to see more Con posts from ya. And I’d love to have you blog again too. Seriously, come back. I really miss your posts.

Cidz, Your birthday was also in May. I remember actually getting mad at you for whoring your b-day out, but i felt bad afterwards for being a prick about it. I then made up for it by making you that stupid Bonnouji birthday pic. Cidz, i know you fret about people not commenting on your posts very often, but you need to keep up the good work. I mean, you yourself, are a great blogger filled with limitless possibility. I could see that when i got you to join us back in October 2009. So always doubt yourself so much. Don’t ever forget that you have people who will grow to love your posts, and the fact that you actually have people who hate you a little (your GRAMMAR specifically)… that in itself should tell you that you have ATTENTION. You’re KNOWN. Even if it isn’t the kind of recognition you want… at least you DO have some. >_>

Spiral, Man, you do some great work. You don’t blog much, but you DO go that extra mile for the site, such as getting the current layout we have, and still working on improving our site. I’m serious, we wouldn’t have a good layout without you providing it. You’ve also been taking steps and giving ideas on how to help us improve CSW, so that’s great too. I didn’t think we’d make such a huge step forward when you joined us back in Late December (2010)/Early January (2011). I mean, I know you and I flipped out on the ABT assholes, but i know you wouldn’t stoop to spamming people. You only said it out of anger, and you show you care about the crew just as much as i do. Props to you, man. And yeah… I gotta apologize for Missing your birthday. June 5th… >_< gah.

Dark King Silvers, you don’t post often either. But when you do, your posts are usually well-thought out, and amazing. Remember those Eureka Seven posts? I’m curious as to what you think of E7 AO right now. And I know you’re busy with Law school, but I’m hoping you’ll blog again soon, man. I miss your awesome posts. I remember when you joined back in October ’09, just at the same time as Cidz. You two autta be kindered spirits or something, i dunno. Your Birthday is right behind Martin’s! I will NOT forget it.

Martinman, I understand that being a teacher can be suffering, but i can see some fun in it too. You love your profession, but of course, it hasn’t allowed you to blog much. But I do appreciate how you go the extra mile to show your Jazz expertise when you blog with Ghost in Sakamichi no Apollon. Your Birthday hasn’t passed yet, and you’re the only one who even got a b-day post out of me. You might feel glad, but i feel a little bad. >_> Either way, I used to love your posts when you’d go and blog terrible shows and give great reactions to’em. But hey, at least you’re going back to your roots, post about the classics in anime, like you said you would when you joined in January 2010, so that’s a definite plus.

Megiddo, your birthday’s like, a month after DKS’s and Martin’s birthdays. I know you don’t blog much either. In fact, just like Dark King Silvers, your standards for posting are high. But when you post, your posts are interesting, very well-written… it’s like you’re a pro. Not to mention they’re very informative, such as your musings on the Anime industry. I remember you joining back in November ’09, same time as Splitter. You’re like, one of those genius guys or something. But hey, lately, you’ve been kinda tryin’ to post a little more, which i seriously appreciate. I mean it, so keep up the good work. :3

amandru, you friggin’ Newcomer you (Joined on Christmas EVE in 2011!). You’ve kinda disappeared lately, but I’d like to see you post again. When you joined, you were sort of like a Christmas gift to CSW since you joined on Christmas Eve. You have this… really unique way of posting. You have a touch of sarcasm, with a mix of bluntness too. Great examples of that was your posts on “Another”, or your more E7 AO posts or Ghost Maiden ones. You’re new, but you’ve been pretty great. I’d like to see you post again, dude. Your birthday’s just a few days after Megz’ birthday, so it’s easy to remember.

Annnnnnnnnnd Finally, CCK, the young shouta of the crew, whom barely speaks nowadays. Did you get your mouth stapled or something? Eh, doesn’t matter… Well, your posts may be standard episodic fare, but I have to really give you props on your diligence. Just like chaps, you’re diligent in your posting, and i know you have great potential too. I just want to find that ONE THING that you’ll be happy blogging about that’s not Episodic. Of course, I don’t mean your posts are bad. They’re good, i just want you to try and branch off a little.

Oh, and Who could forget about Nu?! WHERE THE HELL IS THIS GUY.

But seriously. To our readers, please continue to support CSW’s writers. And to my crew, keep up the good work. I seriously apologize for missing your birthdays, and forgetting to make your posts. You guys really do deserve words of praise, and I want yo keep you all in my circle forever.

I thank you for your dedicated work to CSW, ladies and gents.